It´s a new day.......!!!

I met a "Stranger on a train" on my way to visit my parents on yesterday. She talked to me at first and I felt comfortable to her from the beginning. The train was totally crowded, so we had to sit on the stairs side by side and talked with each other about random stuff. She gave me much glares and talked to me as if we were old friends, who just met up after many years on that train again. I felt a bit like I were Guy Haines and she was Charles Bruno. She reminds me of Bruno, cause she is kinda childish in one way and very impatient, but really nice too! 

We changed adresses and I gave her my mobile number. I kinda can´t believe it even now! The best is, that she lives just a few kilometres from my home away!!. So I think we will meet each other again soon!!

Just arienai tsuno!!

Yesterday i went to the animal shelter of my town and asked there if they need someone to help . They needed and so i became a volunteer to this animal shelter. One of the team showed me around and we prepared the food for the dogs and then feeded them. It´s a quiet big area there and I can go there whenever i have time. Some other duties are go for a walk with the dogs, clean the feeding dishes, clean the kennels and play with the dogs and brush their pelt. But i will also visit the new owner of an animal to check if the pet is okay. The shelter is currently a home for about 20 dogs, 104 cats and for a bunch of smal animals like guinea pigs or rabbits.                                                                  I like this place with all this animals and i will go there whenever i can!! It feels kinda amazing to be able to help!

Hihi...but my hands smelled like dogfood! XD

That´s just one of my random posts!

When i made some buyings last week, i stopped in front of the multideck cabinet. I was just wondering if i may find the one Yoghurt i loved to eat when i was a child....and *bang* i found it! I felt so nostalgic from one moment to another and a smile brightened up my face! *smiles*  Of course i  took some of them with me!

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Yeah that´s it what i wanted to tell! Hope it don´t bother you so much! Yoroshiku Ongaishimasu!

One of my friends visited me this weeked...hihi...and i think i got her obsessed with ARASHI! Yay! *Fähnchen schwenk* It seems that she likes Oh-chan the most! ^___^ Maybe cause she likes to paint as much as he did.... and she is a good painter! But she is also as calm and quiet as Oh-chan ( okay just when there are people around she does not know, otherwise she can talk and talk without an end XD ). Lools, but she has many problems to keep the members of Arashi apart ,like i did in my early fangirling time! It made me laugh so much to see that she can´t say who is who. She just can say who is Ohno and who is Jun, but she looses with Aiba, Nino and Sho XD  *hilarious*

And i had to give her all my Arashi music and also all of my pictures! 

I think she like VSArashi very much, she wanted to do the falling pipe game, too! ^^

So yesterday we watched the Final Time Tour, and i realized how i missed it to see the five in an concert and in their costumes! Okay the last concert i watched was Kokuritsu but it also was hmm...about 3 month i guess, ago. I really have to watch their concerts more often!! ( Hihi...when i have the time to do it!)  And i think it´s useless to say, but...I love their fanservice! XD Lol" Okay who does not!? ^^

My friend also brought a little plush pig with her and it reminded me a little of Key-chan, the little pig from Smile.

Gomen ne for my random stuff wich will follow this ,but i just have to tell it to anyone to clear my mind from it! So minna-san don´t have to pay so much attention to it!

You now i am searching for a flat in an 230 km far away town form my hometown, cause to the 1. August i will have to work there. That´s what i want, it´s to escape from home and to be my own master. So today i made some calls, accurately 8 ones and almost every was " No, the flat is already gone"! I know 8 calls are not many for searching a flat but nevertheless it wasn´t what i have imagined of it. I made me down all the day and just in a bad mood for everyone!! It goes so far that i just want to lay in bed and don´t do anything..........

I ask myself if it was a mistake to make the wish to move to this town.......the force ( for me it feels like hell sometimes) from my father doesn´t help me eather in this situation, but he does not understand and i am to coward to tell him....

But then another part of me tells me that this was just the beginning, just the first day of searching. It is not the time to give up yet. I have just started with searching and i really hope i will find a flat for me soon!!

I am a little depressed about it tough......

but.....when i read something Junshin posted a little time ago i thought :"Yeah! You shouldn´t give up, just go on in your life!!"

It was this:

1. experience!
2.  Happiness comes in small packages
3. No one believes on you , unless you believe on your self!
4.  Life doesn't make us! but we make life!
5.  There is nothing as chance! we create Chances by hard work
6. - Patience  leads to prefect success!
7. abstract , non spoken words are more affective than gossiping!
8. -" Difficult" doesn't exist in Successful People dictionary
9. believe and faith always need hard work!
10. Learn from your mistakes , don't let them block you from carrying on what you are ought to do
11.  Yes! I can fly! Even if I don't have " Wings!"

Thank you Junshin!!

Gomen nasai for putting my pressures on minna-san!!

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( And by the way i am not paranoid! )

Yosh!!!!! I finally told my dad that i will work and live in Oldenburg! *fingers shaking*

Minna-san may think that it is not that special. But for me it is a really big step, since Oldenburg is 290 km from my hometown away and i had a hard time with my dad cause of that! But i told it to him today and like expected there was no response from his side! He never gives me any response when i came to talk about that topic. But i realized something like a little wince that came from him.....i will have to wait if there will be any reaction in the next time...*sigh*

But till then..........

Yatta!!! Finally Weekend!! After this damn cloisters specially this from today i am so happy that it is done and i can relax now!! Ahh then spent the rest of the day with my mei-chan. She is so kawaii, she was in her buggy and began to brubble so i ( was sitting in front of the pc) took her on my lap and then she was playing with my keys and my mobile and i was in the internet.I think my little niece is used very much to mobile and internet, and that´s makes me a bit worrying. But it was a meach kawaii scene!! ^__^  *huggels her mei-chan*

Since I have seen this video at a 2x2 screen during our fan-meeting, I am just addicted from this song and I have to think on Nino every time I hear it  (doing it very often). So just wanted to share it with minna-san!!

Since i haven´t postet so much, also nothing about the fan-meeting ( wich was more than awesome btw), cause everyone has already said what i wanted to say ^__^, i will at least post this!

stolen from Nanao!

01. Who was the last person who you talked on the phone with?
my Careline ^^ 

02. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Uhm....it should be Mona

03. Describe your life in one word.

studying

04. Ever had a near death experience?
not yet....

05. When was the last time you cried?
On thurthday, but it have been tears of joy

06. Who was the last person to make you sad?
my dad....

07. Where do you wish you were right now?
in my owen flat

08. What do you hear?
Lady Gaga-Pokerface

09. How late did you stay up last night and why?

till 11.30 pm cause i chatted with a friend

10. What should you be doing right now?
actually study ,but i did it the hole day so i have no intention to keep on doing it

11.Who was the last person to give you a hug?
my Neechan

12. Who was the last person to yell at you?
my dad....again

13. What is your natural hair color?
blond

14. Who was the last person you received a text message from?
from Careline *happy*

15. What is your current mood?
relaxed/crazy...don´t know

16. Something you do alot?
listen music with my mp3-player and dance to it.....^^

17. How many siblings do you have?
4

18. What's your brother(s)/sister(s) name?
Frauke, Tanja, Stefanie and Rephael

19. What is your favourite song?

during this time it´s Pokerface from Lady Gaga

20. What are you doing right now?
trying to catch up in the fandom...but can´t win it!!

21. Your relationship status?
single!

22. Is your hair straight or curly?
i have very straight hair...not even one curl T___T

23. To what are you listening at the moment?
Eisblume from Eisblume

24. Do you have a best friend?
Yes i do!!

25. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
casue of rash

06. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing now?
Mister& Lady

27. Who do you trust now?
i trust my friends around me and my sisters

28. Angry at anyone?
uhm no

29. What do you think about when you fall asleep?
about Arashi i guess and about the passed day

30. Have you kissed someone is the past week?
when i count the kisses to my Neechan´s....Yes!^^

31. Do you have a crazy side?
I think i have, it would be boring if not!! I am told often from my parents that i am not normal so......

32. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
hai hai :D

33. Are you currently jealous?
no

34. Are you happy with your life right now?
Uhmmm....yeah kind of, but it will be better sooon!!!

35. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
a black bracelet and earrings

36. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle before?
no i think not....-"-

37. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
sadly not D:

38. Has anyone called you 'scrumptious'?
 no

39. What were you doing on friday night?
 watching Kokuritsu DVD on a 2x2meter screen together with 14 other German fangirls <3

40. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah i had....but long time ago....:P

01. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
i hope not.....

42. Do you act differently around the person you like?
Yes i do, around people i trust i can be myself and don´t have to listen what other people say about me....

43. What are you thinking of right now?
what´s the name of this song???

44. Is there anyone you are really disappointed in right now?
yeah i am a bit dissapointed in a friend

45. Have you ever dated someone for more than a year before?
Yep i did

46. Angry at anyone?
mmmhh still not

47. Have you lost a close friend before?
No and i hope i won´t

48. Is there anything you would do for anyone now?
hmm...i guess so.....

49. Where was your default picture taken?
idon´t know where it is from....

50. What's stopping you for going for the person you like?
I think the distance.......Germany----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------> Japan

I was tagged by Chin and want to share this here. I tag Careline, Sery, Aivana,Chin, athida, Nanao and msheynah

YOU HAVE TO ANSWER THE FOLLOWING USING SONGS BY ONLY ONE BAND/ARTIST.
Tag your friends (including the person who tagged you) to let them know you better.

Pick a band/artist:
Arashi

1. Are you a male or female:
Unti Unti 

2. Describe yourself:
Boku ga Boku no Subete (I am my everything)

3. How do you feel about yourself:
Carry on

4. Describe your ex boyfriend/girlfriend:
Where is the Love?

5. Describe your current boy/girl situation:
Do my best

6. Describe your current location:
Rain 

7. Describe where you want to be:
Right back to you 

8. Your best friend is:
Carry on 

9. Your favorite color is:
Niji (rainbow)

10. You know that:
I want somebody 

11. What’s the weather like:
Happy Sunny Day 

12. If your life was a television show what would it be called?
Hadashi No Mirai 

13. What is life to you:
Happiness 

14. What is the best advice you have to give:
Everybody Zenshin 

15. If you could change your name what would you change it to:
Aozora Pedaru

Arigatou gozaimasu!!